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Thirty four
Well I got to 103 the skinniest I've ever been. My boyfriend and I broke up and I didn't eat for about 5 days. I ate these past two days and went back up to 107. So no more eating for me.
I'm going to my mums this weekend so it will be hard to fast. Plus I'm buying some weed so I really need to control myself.
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Thirty Three
I've been restricting really well and went to the gym yesterday. Was going to go today but after work I started feeling sore. So tomorrow before my exam I'll go with the boy.
Got invited for a session today and was actually considering it and still am. I know it's silly and I do feel better not smoking weed. I just go crazy if I have it and smoke ( Read more... ) -
Thirty Two
I broke my (kind of) fast today. My boyfriend fed me two and a half Tim tams and chocolate is always my weakness had just over half a mango and a around 20 corn chips. I'm quite disappointed especially when I should just say no.
He was in the shower and I stole his phone and taking nudie photos of myself and he said "Don't suck in !" I told him I ( Read more... ) -
Thirty One
Oh lame I didn't hit my goal.
But it's ok cause I want to drag my boyfriend to the gym today so hopefully I'll be able to lose it.
I'm going to work on my stomach legs thighs ass and arms. I know I'm going to be sore, haven't done any exercise in a while !!
I need to work on my attitude too
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Thirty
I'm so close to my goal and it hasn't been hard to fast or restrict at all as I'm always busy with either work trying to get into Uni.
I've cut my alcohol consumption to vodka and soda water and my smoking hasn't cut down. Although when I hit 104 or less I'm going to start using my gym membership. And be as healthy as I possibly can.
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Twenty nine
I need to stop smoking. Weed in general but cigarettes mainly. I keep holding on to it because at work it passes time on my breaks and I don't eat. it's getting to the point where I nearly smoke a pack a day again.
I need to get back to the gym. Im scared to though I keep thinking I'll gain muscle and not slim down. I'll get a personal trainer I ( Read more... ) -
Twenty eight
Had a chat with the boyfriend last night and told him how I've been feeling. It went ok I guess don't really know what we got out of it.
I feel like we're not together anymore we are always with each other but then we're both mentally somewhere else.
I can't wait till the next few months we'll defiantly be able to tell where we are then.
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Twenty seven
Why can I never get my point across when I'm angry.
I just stutter what I say and it comes out making me look like a dick.
I don't think this will last.
I don't even think there's intention.
No future because of the past but the past is always kept in mind for the future.
Where do I stand in that. I'm just there. Just for the moment. No future ( Read more... ) -
6th November
Bought an appetite suppressant.
Haven't been hungry and if I do it's not hard to ignore.
Drinking a green tea and trying to drink a lot of water. It's always hard for me to drink a lot of water cause I can't be running to the toilet all day cause I work two jobs.
I want to slow down the smoking but it's just a way to pass time.
I've had a few cones ( Read more... )